I miss you dad!
19 years ago, dad passed away so suddenly. Sometimes I do wonder how life would be with him around today. Not much I can remember about the faithful night of 15 Dec 1986. The world for me stopped then and life changed. Today, after 19 years, I still miss him terribly.
Last nite, boys were rather naughty and I was very unsettled. Nobody knows what goes through my head and heart. Each year this day comes and go. It sures feel like it was yesterday.
Nevertheless, I miss him very much. I woke up at 4 am this morning. Dad passed away - 15 Dec 1986 - 315 am. He has always been my inspiration - his policital beliefs of what a true Malaysian Malaysia should. The ceramahs he took me to. The political campaign he forged to secure Kebun Bungah with an underdog and won 55 votes. The whole family was cheering….celebrating the victory!
I have always had these kind of mornings every year. Just felt him being around whenever comes on this day. I love you dad….I miss you terribly…ah Pa
Ah Jeff
